Nothing wrong with a little concern, a couple Q's about life and work, she says, excuse my inquisitive side I say, breaking down is like watching a horror movie in slow-motion, uncontrollable dramatic irony steps into view and watches you slowly until you open the closet I say, forgive me for not reaching out when … Continue reading Breakdown



Watching and waiting full-time; He used to scroll blindly through His previous job's inbox, with hints of Nostalgic remembrance when "Daily Attendance" or "Student IEP" Appeared, knowing he no longer Needed to pay them heed But now his access is gone And so goes his brief detachment So it goes. He should have known this … Continue reading Watch


In London every street has a name (although it's hard to tell) And every train station has a train usually within a minute at least   In London every store has underpaid workers unless you're in Westminster And every cashier has the same shit-eating grin because they're in London, so who cares?   In London … Continue reading Towering


Happy birthday to me, Still writing on WordPress @ 24 Celebrating birthdays on Facebook @ 24 Sharing memes on Twitter @ 24 Twenty-four hours a day Learning to write poetry again, learning To organize my thoughts better, learning To use the English language Better At least better than before Learning how to ride a bike … Continue reading 24


Yes, I'm gonna flake this one out Not sure of the words To say to make you feel Less angry But tonight my cramps And sadnesses Assault my defenses, Crunching inward (Twig sounds in the foreground) And Anthony can't, won't stop The paralysis from following this Sarcophagus sinking Deeper into the ruins And deeper Into … Continue reading Flake


leaving behind stress, pain, frustration, and worst of all the anxiety of stakes raised too high of endless camera flashes of powerless accountability but guilt, regret, nightmares remain no easy antidote to self-inflicted toxicity, it must be left alone